where i've been

i didn’t mean to disappear.

i got sick.

i’m still not really sure what’s wrong. doctor’s appointments, testing, plans getting cancelled.

i haven’t had the focus to create. sometimes even just sitting upright is too much. everything revolves around how i’m feeling in the moment. i’ve been mostly resting and waiting for answers. it’s frustrating to not have them.

i can’t say for sure that i’m feeling better, but i’m feeling just ok enough right now to write this.

i haven’t abandoned this space, just stepped away for a bit.

for now, i’m just going to take things slowly.